Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Lasers In Grocery Stores



I have written about childbirth, but I wanted to share yet one reflection, which appeared when I first got pregnant. It was a brand new, previously unknown situation in which my body does not behave as before. With horror I thought about the growing belly, to the point that I could not sleep the night and morning sickness only intensified psychological dilemmas. But the most afraid of childbirth! What will it be? How will you! Why not share the fate of many women who have died during this horrific event? Maybe the child will have some sick! Pushing these thoughts to the ends self-awareness. When the first contractions did not believe that it is NOW. My husband also was not convinced. "Go and lie down, maybe it will pass," he said at the news of the "weird" pains.
But it is not passed, just the opposite - have increased to such an extent that nothing could no longer put off the moment that he appeared so suddenly and had to change my life forever. For the first time I had to be mom ...
When I lay already in hospital for head ran crazy thoughts: And here I am here and it just happens! This is the time came, about which I knew from about 9 months, and it appears I am in a situation which has never been. Total new! And nothing could be done to reverse the course of events, I'm just totally dependent on what fate will bring. You can not say: Thank you, I do not like it, I want to go home!
And I thought that from a practical point of this is similar to death. It is known that somewhere there ever come a moment that I will be in this completely new situation in which I have never, completely dependent on the rights of strangers. Then that I could not go back, go back, say: I want to go home! I do not know where I will go, nor what awaits me, because I do not know what is on the other side ... so I thought:
I HAVE TO PREPARE FOR THIS!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Hives On Feet And Hand Pain In Joints




Love is blind. But this is the most beautiful paresis, which I wish all of us. Because love is to be happy. Each of us looking for this happiness - it is our inherent feature, which compares to a moisture: as you can not remove moisture from the water so it can not be disconnected from the desire to love every living being. I can see it in so many forms. My example, we have a cat on the balcony, which is firmly established with us. We live on the ground floor and the balcony is open in each when can someone come in here. And the cat climbed to us, and so was. He lives in a box pretty happy with life. Looking at this pet watching, as he wants love, attention, attention from another person. When you open the balcony Satya our cat purrs and fawns are longing feelings. At first we thought that she is hungry, but I hate her tasty morsels and she continues to dopamine in attention and barely look at food. You have to pamper it, the right sweet nothings, so that will feel loved. And no wonder. Each of us needs to love and be loved. Because - again I repeat - Love is to be happy means to locate somewhere in this heart, so that it can rest without worrying that someone will break them, trample. Only then can we really be filled and quiet. Let me quote here the most beautiful description of love :


If I speak in the tongues of men and angels, and love, I
did not have
'd be as copper or a tinkling cymbal sounding
.
If I have the gift of prophecy
and understand all mysteries, and
had any knowledge,
and all faith,
so as to remove mountains,
and have not love ,
I am nothing.
And if I give away all my possessions,
a body to be burned,
but have not love, I would not
gained.
Love is patient, love is kind
.
It does not envy,
not boast, is not easily
pride;
not allow rude,
not seek its own, is not easily
anger
not resentful;
does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices in August
of true.
hates everything, everything
believes
always hopes, always perseveres
.
Love never ends,
not like prophecies, they will end,
tongues will disappear,
or knowledge, which runs ...

perfect description, I do not know any better than this. Who wrote it, he had to get a taste of true love. Too bad that it just feels so very rare in this world, he said a great scholar:
" True love between people is so rare that people have forgotten what it is " ...


Saturday, May 8, 2010

Referee Camps Basketball

Mantry

People generally love to sing, sing something. Even those who did not quite know how - or like it. Recently on a walk I passed an older man who has something tampered with his bike. Until stopped: so passionately sang during his actions, that I thought if everything around him turned out that just had a good day, so that until I gave up his mood. I smiled at him, he climbed onto the bike and continued to loudly singing went on his way. Such a simple task, and how much can pleasure. I thought that if he knew the mantra would be granted not only to mental happiness.
Mantra it sounds amazing. Give rest to the soul and body, are a natural food for all living beings. Affect the invisible, subtle level Sometimes people ask how do these sounds. Most nicely and very easy-it can be explained with an example of the sun. The Sun is a huge strength. It is very far, but has a strong effect on us if
will issue up to it. Someone may have or not have faith, turning the head niedowierzeniem that this is impossible - the effect of and yes there is. Sit in a sunny spot for some time and we like it or not we want our skin is iridescent.
same with mantras. If you come in contact with them, or repeat them, listening or meditating about them - the subtle effect to affect you so that you are gradually able to experience the inner fill, see things as they really are. Believe it or not, the pain can be skeptical and do not understand the actions of mantras. If you are honest and consistently repeated, for example, simple: Gopala Govinda Rama Madana Mohana if only to see the action - going to work. As the sun:) .

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Supplemental Money For Maternity Leave

O szczęściu

just glanced at my last post. It would be good to write a story after the title "Happiness or unhappiness - Remains to be seen. "

Before the Second World War there was a farmer and his neighbor. The host had a horse at those times meant wealth. He comes to his neighbor and says, "You are lucky you! Do you have a horse, you flood, "and the host said," Happiness or unhappiness - who knows? Maybe luck, maybe bad luck "and the neighbor went home. For some time the horse owner is startled and fled. Then again, the neighbor comes in and says, "you had a horse and now you met such a misfortune," and the host said, "Good luck, bad luck who knows, maybe luck, maybe bad luck and they parted. In a few days looking at a horse owner carries a second horse. And again, his neighbor, "But fortunately you met, you had one horse and now you two!" A host said, "Happiness or unhappiness is to be seen, maybe luck, maybe bad luck and they parted. New horse he was a little wild, so the owner's son wanted to break in, but unfortunately it fell and broke both legs. And again, the neighbor comes: "Oh, what misfortune met you! All of this horse, "and the host said," Happiness or unhappiness - who knows, maybe luck, maybe bad luck and they parted. War broke out, a neighbor's son went to war and the host is not because he had broken legs. And again, the neighbor said, "You are lucky you! My son went to war and your not. "A farmer said:" Happiness or Unfortunately, it remains to be seen .. "Etc., etc. ...

The moral of the story that never quite know what happiness is and what bad luck.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

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Whenever I want something really wonder whether it is really good for me:) .
remember the first time I was pregnant I wanted to a child who was born a boy. Raged at the thought that it might be different (probably Satyi gets sad when I read this ...) and some even rejected the idea indescribable care girl:) . This is a very personal religion, but I'm not too sentimental. From an objective standpoint, I go to things that were and never come back. According to what has been and is not, etc. But the thing ...
When it came time to resolution was deep night. New situation, new challenges and no big unknown: WHAT is born? My prayers for the boy reached a climax! In the spirit of the holiest consisted of a promise that I will be an exemplary mother, I will take care of her son as best I can, I never let him to become any harm, etc., etc.
And it happened. The nurse assisting at the birth postponed newborn baby in a specially designated place, just behind my head and said, "Pretty healthy baby girl "... and her face quickly turned into a complete stupor. Lame excuse for wanting to see the back of the child screamed in a loud voice: "WHAT? GIRL? What girl? Excuse me, but I'm not ready for a girl! "
before my eyes appeared small roaring infant, whose skin has become pale violet color in the light of a neon bulb. I was terrified! Angry that my prayers are not true: I ... Now what? Escape hence as soon as possible and never come back here no!
With barely stifled in himself to push the feeling on the lips and took in "the girl". Only after a few moments, holding her at the breast occurred to me that it was MY girl that I have to deal with it, feed, he needs me as anyone in the world. I saw that I had no influence on so many things that I faced and still meet in life. I thanked God for the fact that he knows what he's doing. Because peace came over me, everything is in His hands. Whatever I do not meet is good because God is good and knows what is good for me. Phew, what a relief. Different things we encounter in our life journey, but in the whole art to learn to accept them as they are. Art that makes us more strong and confident.
All this extraordinary night very influenced my life ... I am a happy mom:)