Sometimes I think the prozaicznością life. People appear and disappear like bubbles. When I last saw an hourglass with the name of a neighbor friend, whom I knew very well I was amazed ... Gosh, where is he now? I can recall at any time in a mental image of his face, his posture, movements, I remember him saying one of his trademark hoarse voice as he smiled, he responded to her greeting. And now it silent. Never again I see him ... Never, never, NEVER! Or my aunt. She left so suddenly. I just got sick and died. My uncle, who - as is the closest person - plunged into deep mourning, it's not interested, and life without it no longer make sense. He wanted to go for it, was totally devastated, numb their pain, knowing that his moment has not yet arrived and no one knows how long it will have to wait for him.
Fortunately found solace in prayer, in faith that will meet after his death, and again be together. With this it will never know, but that ukoił her pain in the spiritual aspect of life is fascinating! For other relatives, has become boring, even a freak, who was still talking about God, about death, about heaven. He exudes energy! She laughs, she lives her inner life, otherwise no longer looks at the cares of this world. In all he has is like one foot on the other side, for nothing has it, who will be the next president of the Polish, and oil goes up or down how is the euro to the dollar, etc.
It is very important to have your inner life that will protect us from most unwanted situation, which anyway we meet.
Let nobody tells me that God does not exist, that is inventions for good children, that God is a concept obsolete, old-fashioned and backward. Without God nothing holds together, without his presence the council can not explain so many incomprehensible things. Inspires faith in him, pulls out of the darkest areas of fear, depression or suffering any relief from this type of flour is proof of His existence. Who knows that God is - he knows what I am writing .